K seriously fuck you. Keep pushing me to my breaking point till there’s nothing left to break. I can’t control my thoughts. And my actions. Their sick, like me, I know.
I’m dead serious. I’m not fishing for anyone’s compliments. That’s just how I really feel about myself. I think I’m “okay” looking though. But overall, I think I’m unattractive. There’s much more prettier and beautiful girls out there, that there’s too much that I can’t even count. Everything they do is better and cuter than what I do, even when they make silly faces or act stupid. I wish I was more attractive. I honestly wish I was one of those girls.
My life is like a never ending sad pit. And I feel like I’m finding out, but no. I keep going deeper and deeper, an it’s making me sad.